akhir oktober ini

Aku bukannya batu

Walaupun aku diam membisu

Aku juga bukan debu

Untuk kau sapu agar berlalu

Aku cuma tak ingin dilukai

Dan tak mahu berharap lagi

kutugila

jinak merpati

engkaukah itu merpati
ingin aku mendekati
tapi kau cuma jinak merpati


nkc

memories

we speak in hush voices

so as not to wake the memories

but they are like flowing rivers

forever etched in our hearts

nkc

kerana cinta

Kerana cinta,

Suasa menjadi permata,

Raja menjadi hamba,

Segala bagaikan syurga..

Kerana cinta,

Sedetik terlalu lama,

Seminggu berkurun terasa,

Dicita hanya yang dicinta..

Kerana cinta,

Hati bisa terluka,

Jiwa pasti merana,

Meratap menangis berhiba..

Kerana cinta,

Adalah nyawa,

Tanpa ia matilah jiwa,

Yang tinggal hanyalah lara..

 kutu

*cik yang meninggal semalam 9am

letih gua..

letih, beb.
dunya tak berkesudahan..

hope

hope is what makes us alive..

tanpa Tuhan

I am Here

sorrow

Sorrow

lies

deep

in

the

heart  

nkc

wishful thinking

Waited

But you guys

Never appeared..

With ‘Everest’ in the drawer

To share with each other

Over one or two laughter..

Waited

All week long

But you guys

Just walked along

As if nothing’s wrong

Drifted away

Into another day..

Friends I thought we were

But you didn’t have the same idea

Guess I was just dreaming for the day

We could be together laughing and gay..

Outside it rained

And in my room

I waited in vain..

-kutu-

1040am

25^th oct ‘13

shine

shine my heart ya rab

wash it away

pernah

pernah sakit
tapi tak pernah sesakit itu
kerana pernah cinta
tapi tak pernah sedalam itu

harap-less-ness

berhentilah beri harapan

tidakkah kau perasan

aku sedang mati perlahan-lahan

try your best!

You are always on my mind

the real love

Dance as though no one is watching you,
Love as though you have never been hurt before,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth.
Rumi

my Beloved

oui wau alif alif fa - d finale

I’m waiting

For you to be full of gratitude

So that you’ll change your attitude..

I’m waiting

For your heart to be filled with love

So that you’ll put everyone above..

I’m waiting

For you to receive me with pride

And not take me for a ride..

I’m waiting

For the day when you won’t be moody

So that your life will never be gloomy..

I’m waiting

For the moment you accept me as a buddy

And not see me just like anybody..

I’m waiting

For the time that you will realize

The things that have been sacrificed..

I’m waiting

And still waiting for the light to shine

At the end of the line..

And I want you to know

That I care for you more than you think so

And more than you’ll ever know..

So if I go away

And I’m no longer there

It doesn’t mean I don’t care..

The memories will stay

Forever in the air

Just like the day

The first time I said I care..

Signing off,
 nkchai               

oui wau alif alif fa - ii

lu nengok gua tua
tu yang lu malu
nak bersahabat kalu
apa nak dikira

gua pun tak tau
kenapa gua suka lu
dah tersurat dalam kitab
apa perlu lagi sebab

gua kalau dah suka
suka beriya-iya
itu la sebab kot
lu orang macam takut

gini la senang
lu orang buat je la apa
yang lu orang terkenang
gua? gua layankan saja..
walaupun hati terasa
gua tetap bawak bertenang..

guala!

a reminder

what is Your name, ah?

God has been in the news a lot lately. Mostly about what His name is. I don't see what the big fuss is about. What's in a name? We all believe there is only one God, right? So what is the big deal with God's name? Why can't I call Him what I wish. With respect. With love. With understanding. For all we know, God's real name might be Jimmy. Or Hassan. Or Moorthi.

Actually, does anyone think that God really bothers what you call Him? Personally, I think God is big enough to be over all that. As long as we follow His teachings. As long as we love each other as we love ourselves, like He taught us. He will be happy with us and bless us. But we have not been doing His will nor have we been following His teachings for a long time, have we? Not really.

And then some more ah...... think about it......when I get the chance to meet God face-to-face and had only 1 question to ask the Supreme Being, the One who knows the true meaning of life, the Omnipotent One who knows the answers to all questions ever conceived. Would I go up to Him and ask, 


"Excuse me. Actually, what is Your name ah?"

NIAMAH!!!

to love is a risk

oui wau alif alif fa

dan teman mengintai

di celahan whatsapp viber mesej biasa

takde pun apa-apa

hmm ngeluh je le..

kome kenapa

buat macam takde apa aje

teman je beriye-iye

menunggu sampai habis bateri

indifferent attitude je kome reti

buat teman macam takde hati

apa, ingat teman ni begini

boleh sabo sampai ke mati?

tak ngape la chor

kata teman pada teman

kalau deme tu buat begitu

mike banyak la bersabo

dilayan salah

tak layan salah

kalau udah seme salah

baik teman amik jalan tengah

yakni berserah

berserah

serah

aah

....

layan aje..lah..

guala!  baru sementa

happy birthday lisa!

happy birthday lisa!

hidup adalah rutin

hidup adalah rutin
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang
berulang-ulang.
sibodoh mengeluh
bosan.

abdullahjones

love & misadventure

be quiet!

best of the best

be happy

the memories

rindu

Haruskah ku titip padamu

Segala kata-kata tanpa suara?

Lara ku ini

Hanya kau yang tahu

Betapa hari-hari sarat merindu..

Seakan bersentuhan jiwa

Berantakan rindu

Memendam di qalbu..

Deraian airmata

Membasuh duka

Gelora menyinta

Bernoktah tiada..

Selagi di kandung hayat ini

Selama itu rindu bersemi

Pada mu

Seperti dulu..

-guala-

rahsia

a story to tell..

never say goodbye

Never say goodbye

Because saying goodbye means

Going away and going away means

Forgetting..

Peter Pan 

you

untuk orang tu..

life doesn't stop for nobody

Mati it pasti..

Assalammualaikum.

Mati itu pasti. Aku tahu.

Waktu sampai ajal tiada toleransi. Aku tahu.

Ajal tak kenal apa-apa…

-mencari diri ku yang sebenar-

need advice?

save of the season..so far la..

David De Gea Man U vs Sunderland

every soul

ingat tu..

wrong is wrong even if everyone is doing it.
and right is right even if you are the only one doing it.

too little too many

-I am too little butter on too much bread

I am too many thoughts on too little head-

Tyler Knott

test n blessing

hepi besday

happy birthday!
dearest ida and nia..

*they share the same birthday..

bertemu n berpisah