Monday, July 31, 2017

last raya..

This last raya was definitely full of memories, assorted. Happiness intertwined with sadness.

Happiness: celebrated raya with my family and with bak n mak
Happiness: spent 3rd raya at kak minah’s place in bagan dato
Happiness: went to kg pahit for a day trip with my family on 4th raya
Happiness: Al became a grandfather to Nor Layla Sari
Happiness: Najwa, my niece, got married
Happiness: Lisa received anugerah pengetua
Happiness: Iliya passed her 1st year final exam
Happiness: Ida came back for two weeks from NY 

Sadness: Jandi, our first cat, died on Monday 3rd July
Sadness: my beloved mak passed away on Friday 7th July aged 83

If I am able, I’ll share the story. For now, let them remain in my memory storage.

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Monday, July 17, 2017


hu ya! ya hu!

forever. n ever.

Sunday, July 16, 2017

.. the week after

The pain still lingers..
.. pain of a loss

Feeling blue,


Tuesday, July 11, 2017


otw balik dari kg gajah hari tu..
kalimah Alif Lam Lam Ha in d sky..

Monday, July 10, 2017

of sadness n emptiness..

I'm still overwhelmed with sadness n emptiness, if I may b honest.
But Allah knows best n He has decided d best upon my mum.
And for that, Alhamdulillah.

Friday, July 7, 2017

And mak passed away..

And mak passed away
When I still had so much to say
When I still had so much to share

And mak passed away
When I thought she would be okay
When I thought she would get through her terrible days

And mak passed away
Leaving us stories n memories
Leaving us with so much love n affection

And how I miss u so much now mak
Like how I've always missed u
Forever n ever in my heart u 'll stay
For this love is indescribable
For this love is only once in a lifetime
For this love is sacred
For this love is only for u n only u

And only now
After holding them back
My tears are rolling
Freely n perpetually

630pm 7.7.17 nkc ~ rumah bak ~

My beloved Mak passed away at 12.19 am
13 th Syawal 1438 @ 7th july ‘17


Monday, July 3, 2017

jandi dies


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