Wednesday, April 30, 2014

ahlan wa sahlan ya rejab!

allianz arena turns into a library..

 allianz arena turns into a library when real thrash bayern 4-0 earlier this morning..
Ronaldo: Madrid will show we're best
ramos n ronaldo, the scorers

Dejected Bayern Munich fans react after losing the Champion's League semi-final second leg match against Real Madrid in Munich. Real Madrid won the match 4-0. – Reuters pic, April 30, 2014.
bayern fans in daze..

Friday, April 25, 2014

tengkorak bawak moto

Tuesday, April 22, 2014


finally, they sacked him..

pak cu @ shahidan @ md haidar yasin

mak reciting the Yasin. on her right is akak

pak cu n mak cu - mac '12 turki

there his body lies, and yet he is no longer there..

for the last few nites, he was having difficulty breathing. but it would subside after a couple of hours or so.. but last nite it was different. pak cu told mak cu he couldn't breathe, and asked her to gently stroke his back. normally when mak cu did this, he would be at ease, and fall asleep. last nite when mak cu stroke his back, she could sense that it was unusual. pak cu's legs became cold, and there he lied by mak cu side, breathing slowly, but heavily, and you could see his chest rising awkwardly. and finally, some time at a quarter past two, he passed away.

pak cu as he was known to me, shahidan the name my mum called him, md haidar yasin the name he was born with. 
everytime i think of pak cu, i would definitely remember his smile, his laughter. he was very generous with both. the earliest memory of my time with him when i was yet to be ten. together with ida and nazam, we would play with pak cu's children, haryati alia haris n harman, at his place in sungai petani. 
i still remember the time when he took us, the children la of course, plus our mums, and atok kedah, to pantai merdeka for a picnic.. the same goes when we first visited penang: botanical garden, snake temple and feringgi.. peh! those were the days, kan.. 
and five years ago when he was diagnosed with kidney problem, he insisted not to undergo the treatment. it was like he was content, and that he believed if his time were to come then, so be it. yet he remained strong for the remaining years of his life. i went to see him when he was first diagnosed, afraid that he would die soon and i wouldn't get the chance to see him again.
mak cu told me that pak cu never wanted to be in the hospital. though the children insisted that he do so, he never gave in. the reason pak cu gave was that if he's there in the hospital, he would miss mak cu's gentle touch, which he couldn't accept. and so last nite he got her touch, right till the end.

pak cu, you'll be sorely missed..

Sunday, April 20, 2014

La ilaha illallaah- hamzah fansuri

La ilaha illallaah itu firman
Tuhan itulah pergantungan alam sekalian
iman tersurat pada hati insan
siang dan malam jangan dilalaikan

La ilaha illallaah itu tempat mengintai
Tauhid ma'rifat semata-mata
memandang yang gaib semuanya rata
lenyapkan sekalian kita

La ilaha illallaah itu jangan kaupermudah
sekalian mahluk ke sana berpindah
da'im dan ka'im jangan berubah
khalak di sana dengan La ilaha illallaah

La ilaha illallaah itu jangan kaulalaikan
siang dan malam jangan kausunyikan
selama hidup juga engkau pakaikan
Allah dan Rasul juga yang menyampaikan

hamzah fansuri

Segala Nya

Segala sesuatu yang kita sebut selain Allah, segala sesuatu yang kita sebut alam semesta, hakikatnya adalah berkaitan dengan Allah, dan menjadi umpama bayangan kepada seseorang. Dunia adalah bayangan Allah. Bayangan itu sekaligus Allah dan sesuatu selain Allah. Segala sesuatu yang kita rasakan adalah Tuhan Berada di  Keabadian dalam segala Kemungkinan..
Ibnu arabi

Saturday, April 19, 2014

x ke mana..

Photo: Hahahaha


Sunday, April 6, 2014


Dan perasaan itu

Tiada penghujungnya..

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Thursday, April 3, 2014

champion of the oppressed

The coffin of Malaysian human rights activist and Tenaganita director Irene Fernandez (centre, bottom) is carried by members of her family after her funeral service at the Church of The Divine Mercy in Shah Alam on April 3, 2014. Fernandez passed away from heart failure at 10.58am on Monday. – The Malaysian Insider/Najjua Zulkefli pic, April 3, 2014.

irene fernandez
departed: 31st march


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