tormented bliss

I wrote about you

I always did

To make you feel

Special

Wanted

Loved

Adored

Because

I always wanted

The best for you

But

I guess

The poems

The notes

The messages

The advice

Everything

      Is in vain

I saw them coming

The pain

The bruises

The disappointment

The broken promises

Endless misery

Let them come

They will go

Since nothing

Lasts forever

And still I continue

Since true love only appears

When hurt is indescribable

Inconsolable

Unexplainable

-nkc-