greatest Manchester United XI of Alex Ferguson era

Substitutes

Edwin Van Der Sar

Steve Bruce

Nemanja Vidic

Bryan Robson

David Beckham

Wayne Rooney

Ole Gunnar Solskjaer

apa cite, beb?

Jodi Picoult - The Storyteller

Jodi Picoult. The Storyteller. Heart-wrenching. Stunning. Harrowing.

How else should I, or could I, describe this novel? Simply outstanding. Bought it a couple of weeks ago, but started reading it last Friday. And honestly speaking, it was too good to be put aside. I read it daily since and finished it earlier today. How I wish it never ends.

The synopsis:

Sage Singer is a baker, a loner, until she befriends an old man who's particularly beloved in her community. Josef Weber is everyone's favorite retired teacher and Little League coach. One day he asks Sage for a favor: to kill him. Shocked, Sage refuses—and then he confesses his darkest secret – he deserves to die because he had been a Nazi SS guard. And Sage's grandmother is a Holocaust survivor. How do you react to evil living next door? Can someone who's committed truly heinous acts ever atone with subsequent good behavior? Should you offer forgiveness to someone if you aren't the party who was wronged? And, if Sage even considers the request, is it revenge…or justice?

Well, another excellent piece of writing by Jodi Picoult. She is getting into one of my favourite authors list, it seems. If you need a good read, this is one. The theme discussed would definitely refer to forgiveness. But then, it is more than that. It has the holocaust harrowing experience shared in details, a tinge of romance, emotions breakdown, slices of humour, the twists that are least expected, and to conclude it, it is a story woven intricately and nicely and superbly by the author.

Layan..

 

Gaza - a genocide in the making

 mana orang malaysia?  mana????!!!!!

illusion

what do you see?

Troll Pantai Timur - iii

today..

Today, Aj, the half breed Persian, died.

AJ

Found her lying motionlessly in our bedroom after sahur this morning. A bad start for the day, I would say. Her body was still warm when I got to her, but it was obvious that she had died. Maybe she died of heart broken, or complication in her system, nobody would know.

AJ n Jandi waiting to go out..

She was pregnant and due to deliver sometime soon but as things were fated, all her baby kittens were prematurely born yesterday morning. All five babies died. So awfully sad.  She struggled from dawn till 10am delivering the litter of kittens but none survived. Devastating.  

I still remember her sleeping by our feet on our bed at night. She would use the toilet to wee-wee. And that moment when she first gave birth to triplet, where only two survived. We were away in PJ that day and by the time we got home, she was frantically meowing as if to tell us she got herself babies. By the time we got to her kittens, one had died. I named the other two Toulouse & Honest.

AJ breastfeeding her babies then..

Last night, she looked pale. She didn’t want to consume anything. I had to use a syringe to make her drink. My wife wiped her fur which was covered with blood and secretion. We said goodnite when it was quarter past 11.We decided that we would take her to the vet after school today but alas, it was not to be. He knows best.

Aj, you will be fondly remembered, especially by the children.

mondays

that's how i normally feel on mondays..

dearie tinkerbell!

dearie dearie u'll always b my tinkerbell!

3 idiots

bertemu dan berpisah

Dan pertemuan itu

Adalah perpisahan

Disulam dengan

kenang-kenangan

Penuh dambaan

Dan pertemuan itu

Adalah perpisahan

Semakin lama perkenalan

Semakin dekat perpisahan

Meratah keriangan

Dan pertemuan itu

Adalah perpisahan

Jiwa yang bertautan

Abadi hingga ke mati

Tetap jasad kan berjauhan

Guala!

Mh370 & Mh17 dalam kenangan..

MH17

beyond words

selamat! & selamat!

selamat pagi!
bertemu lagi di hari ini..

selamat malam!
berakhir hari di malam kelam..

-kutu-

live for God

to lose is a loss

Lose your keys

Lose your glasses

Lose your virginity

Lose your head

Lose your heart

Lose your mind

Lose your home

Lose your child

Lose your partner

To lose is a loss

The grief is a suffering

Undefined

By words

To lose is a loss

More than death

It sometimes

Eats you inside

And you despair

Hopelessness

Anguish

Pain

Silence

Guala!

July ‘14

Gaza

why can't they be like this?

Troll Pantai Timur-ii

Datang Berulang

Tiba malam kelam

Teringat siang panjang

Hanya kerna lara

Banyak yang tak terlaksana

Tiba hujung tahun

Terkenang awal tahun

Banyak merancang

Namun banyak tinggal

Sekadar merancang

Tiba hujung usia

Terkenang hari muda

Banyak sia-sia

Pada Tuhan pada semua

Tinggal nyawa sedetik cuma

Datang berulang

Dan akhirnya terus pulang

Tinggal kenangan

Ditelan zaman

Guala!

julai '14

when will i see you again..

 atorator

brasil menjadi lauk.. big time!

why oh why?

awat teruk bebeno hampa semua main?

 macam tak nak main je..

 macam jual game je..

 memang lauk sahuq hampa semua pagi tadi.

aduss!

 memang sadis..

*tp jujurnya kesian gua tgk brazil masa ketinggalan 0-5 tu..

laugh n love

pt3 yang ngarut

hari ni gua balik lewat beb.. ada meeting. punya la lama, sampai 445 ptg. mengalahkan meeting cabinet pulak  dah.. ada la beberapa agenda tapi yang utama sekali adalah PT3. lu orang tau amende tu? Pentaksiran Tingkatan 3. ganti pmr. asal cite ia adalah PBS tapi dh mak bapak & guru2 kecoh sebab budak2 sekolah takde exam dan belajar gitu2 je, tetiba je hujung bulan apil baru ni diumumkan ada PT3. mula bulan julai, maknanya sekarang le! cikgu2 seme blur, budak lagi la..
one word to describe it: ngarut!

nanti la gua cite detail sikit lain kali, k. ni nak get ready berbuka..

don't worry..

jin sekolahkan manusia

Sebelum bahgia tiba

Sebelum bahgia tiba

Tatapilah duka

Hadapilah luka

Sanggahkan sengsara

Terimalah kecewa

Sebelum bahgia tiba

nkc   

dan akhirnya

dan akhirnya

kita yang memilih

jalan itu..

kutu

tarawih

source: malaysian insider

guala! nkchai

kegilaan anak2 murid gua sekarang..
bikin t-shirt bubuh nama sendiri. pastu diorang pun bikin untuk gua satu. tu yang gua dapat tadi kt sekola..
gua suruh bikin 'guala! nkchai' tapi diorang bikin yg kt atas tu. sabo je la, ekk.. tapi syukur & terima kasih kerana ada anak murid yang sayang gue.. ahaks!

*wadi yg bayo kan, duit jaga banana kt teluk batik gamaknya..

dalam sengsara

Di dalam sengsara

Terasa berdosa

Melekat di jiwa

Seolah neraka

Datang menyapa

Penuh gelisah

Penuh  masalah

Sungguh payah

Sungguh susah

Segala bercanggah

Di dalam sengsara

Tiba-tiba

Timbul derhaka

Pada Tuhan

nkchai

hilang

Aku kehilangan

Bayang

Tika timbul

Terang

 Menyuluh Aku

 Menjadi

Satu

nkc

jumaat2 lepas

jumaat lepas sukan sekolah. setelah berhari2 bersiap: ode hadiah, pasang bendera, buat acara awal,dll lagi;  hari yang dinantikan pun tiba. lambat sikit mula pagi tu, tapi mujur la dalam lingkungan masa yang dirancangkan. jam 1145 dh siap kemas segala2nya. peh! punya la cargas! mujur ada anak2 murid yg baguih punya dok ada.. 

 malam tu lepak kt rumah peoih. kali kedua untuk tahun ni.. baru dua kali je, kalau nak banding tahun lepas udah berbelas kali kot gamaknya.. kebetulan pulak ramai kaum malam tu: gopeng, gaban, huzaimi, hashim, che jam seme ada..apalagi, bermantul2an la jawabnya. pekena 2 bj red indian dan berbal2.. peh!  mantul giler, gua cakap lu.. lama dh tak melayan mcm gini. sekali-sekala, beb.. layan..

dua jumaat yg lepas pulak bila petang meredup, anak2 dh balik sekola, gua terkenang melayan nia dan arief main bola beracun. masih terdengar2 nia menjerit2 keriangan + ketakutan semasa gua dok mengejar dia.. pastu layan arief main penalty pulak.. memang penat jugak, tapi layan.. seronok bebeno diorang.. jadi, bila tengok diorang seronok macam gitu,  memang gua rasa bliss sangat.. a moment to remember la, senang cite.. melayan kerenah anak2 penat tapi puas. Apa yang puas? Puashati le, agar tak nyesal kemudian hari, kan, kan.. 

sementara berkesempatan..