Setem

Semalam gua pegi posto

Nk pos kad birthday utk kklong. Lu tau brp harga setem? Singgit setengah daaa! Punya la mahal

Zaman gua budak2 dulu klu poskad atau sampul yg x gam, setem baru sekupang. Klu bubuh gam baru limabelas sen. La ni pehhhh mahai nyaa

Saje la khabo

Dulu tu pun 40 tahun lepas dh

Ahaks

*Happy birthday Kklong!!

Ditelan waktu

Menyusuri jalan kehidupan

Panjang

Kadang lurus

Kadang berliku

Singgah di persimpangan

Kadang seketika

Kadang bertahun lama

Kadang terus kekal setia

Namun semua

Saat n ketika

Segala peristiwa

Suka duka

Tangis n tawa

Saudara n taulan

Cinta tak kesampaian

Rindu yg mengundang pilu

Cita yg trsangkut di dahan cubaan

Adalah kenang2an

Namun kita masih teruskan

Perjalanan kehidupan 

Bersisa nafas

Berbaki hayat

Dan akhirnya

Semua hilang

Ditelan waktu

nkc @ Bedugul 

Juni 2025

*abg mat dahali meninggal 2/6

Cannot brain lahh

 Food aid is abundant by d border but cannot cross over into Gaza

Saudi Arabia Qatar n UAE have promised trillion of dollars for the US but they can’t even send water n food to Palestinians who are just a few hundred kilometres away

Gaza is being bombed day n night but the whole world just watch the event unfolds as if it is just another show on tv

The zionists are so proud n arrogant with the crimes n atrocities they have committed that they publicly announce them daily

The US UK EU n their allies are devil’s advocates 

May calamity befall upon the hypocrite leaders of these countries n their supporters

 ~ The heart weeps silently 

But surely

From the river to the sea

Palestine will be free ~

InshaAllah 

To be as One

Beneath the ocean

Beyond d sky

My heart will fly

To seek my devotion 

The pain n despair

Along the way

Is just another share

Of how matters play

The moon singing the tune

The stars dancing with the moon

To celebrate the divine

Of soul intertwined

May I rest

Upon the feet of God

May this quest

Fulfil its void 

May i be as one

With d One

~ guala! ~

once upon a story - 11 - "Lari engkau babi!"

 Satu hari Jumaat tu, gua n kaum gua yg paling kamcing time tu, Hamid @ Myed Bowie, ponteng skola. Masa tu kitorang form five. Kitorang pulak kalau ponteng skola tak ke mana pun, habis2 lepak kt port kitorang, bawah pokok ceri. Tu sebab geng kitorang namanya D Cherry Boys. Pokok ceri tu boleh tahan beso jugak la, dan rimbun daun2an nya. Siap kitorang bikin pangkin kt celah2 atas tu. Kiranya boleh lepak la. Pokok tu dok tepi rumah Pak Abu, dan +- 100 meter je sederet dr rumah Hamid. Dari rumah gua agak jauh jugak dekat setengah kilo.

Pagi tu, gua n Hamid terus pegi kt situ. Dan terus naik atas pokok. Cover line. Tak lama Mye, yang rumah nya memang port @ markas kitorang, yang dok selang dua pintu dari situ, pun datang. Siap bawak gitar lagi. Mula2 tu gua n Hamid dok atas pokok tapi bila Mye sampai gua pun turun. Nk main gitar la kononnya.

Hamid siap khabo jangan turun dulu sebab time2 tu mak dia akan keluar bila orang jual ikan sampai. Tapi gua apedehal. Turun jugak. Tak lama tu seperti mana kata Hamid, lori ikan pun sampai la dan mak dia pun keluar dr rumah. Lepas dia beli ikan n sayur seme, dia toleh ke arah pokok ceri tu. Lama dia dok perhati. Pastu dia masuk dalam. Gua ingat settle la. Tak lama mak Hamid keluar balik dan bawak kayu. Dia terus jalan ke arah kitorang. Bila dh dekat lbh krg 20m, Hamid kt atas pokok dh cuak. “Adoiii, mak gua sudah mari, beb!” Gua n Mye pun rasa berdebo n terus lari ikut lorong tepi tu. Mak Hamid bila nampak kitorang lari terus kejar, gua cakap lu! Mujur dia dh tua jadi dia lari anak2 je, sambil menjerit, “lari engkau babi!” Hamid masa tu dok atas pokok lagi.

Kitorang pun mencecer lari. Bila tak nampak kelibat mak Hamid, kitorang patah balik. Sesampai je kt bawah pokok ceri, mak Hamid pun datang. Dia tanya gua,”Hamid mana?” “Hamid kt skola , makcik.” “Engkau jangan nak tipu aku. Aku dh telefon skola tadi. Diorang cakap Hamid dh kluar awal tadi. Dia cakap Hamid adahal.” Mak aii, mak Hamid nk psiko gua. Padahal gua n Hamid memang x pegi skola langsung hari tu. Gua buat ceren je la. Mak Hamid pun membebel n bagi gua tazkirah, beb. Dan dia memang langsung tak perasan yang Hamid ada je dok atas pokok ketika tu. Puas dia mem’beta’ gua, dia pun ciao. Tak lama Hamid pun turun n kitorang gelak sakan bila mengenangkan kejadian itu. Sampai mak Hamid meninggal pun gua rasa dia tak tau yang Hamid time tu baguih punya dok atas pokok.

free2 je kena babi pagi tu. Ahaks -

 

Ronda pagi

 Pagi ni lepas jog ajak Nia k Manjung.

Pegi hospital nk derma darah gagal sebab bp tinggi hahaa sabo je la

Pastu pegi Peladang bayar baja sawit 60 guni

Last skali sarapan kt d izzan

La ni kt rmh n getting ready for skool at quarter to eleven

Layan..

Zionist ~ most despicable people

And the world just stood still. So sad that this outrageous act of violent is a spectacle to fellow human beings. Nothing concrete has been done to stop the genocide. All the Arab nations n the Muslim nations are in the same league with the Devil’s helpers. Complicit. 

May God’s curse befall upon all these damned leaders.

Memang sial memang celaka, semua negara2 ini: baik Israel laknat n sekutu n khadamnya yakni amerika, britain, german n byk lagi, termasuklah semua jiran Palestin yg langsung tiada peduli akan nasib saudara mereka yang dizalimi dengan begitu kejam sekali seolah2 mereka semua negara2 arab ni takut dengan tentera musyrikun. Memang benarlah mereka ini munafiqun. Hari2 dok sembang deraih, poya2, lagho, seolah2 rakyat Palestin ni hanya layak mati je n patut dihalau keluar dari tanah tumpah darah mereka. Memang pembesar2 Arab ni semua sial. 

Nothing will happen but God’s will. And everything will be okay in the end. If it is not okay, then that is not the end. 

Wallahualam.

 

Dekri Layla

Apakah kau akan tenunkan ku selembar senyum mu

Apakah kau akan sinari hati ini dengan kelembutan cahaya mu

Dalam syurgawi mu aku trpana dgn sinar suci

Kaulah cahaya yg matahati ku impi

Di tanah ini

Di kehidupan yg skali ini

Takkan puas utk ku dakap kasih mu yg tiada berpenghujung

Utk mendakap kasihmu yg abadi

Langit tujuh sebagai saksi

Bumi tujuh sebagai saksi

Rahmat ini adalah sesuatu yg jarang sekali ditemui

Sungguh aku diberkati dgn kasih mu

Dan akhirnya

Izinknlah aku bersama

~ nkc ~

Hidup ini

 Hiduplah utk hari ini. Saat ini. Ketika ini. Nikmati hidup ini baik yg bahgia maupun yg tak dihajati. 

Janganlah dikenang sangat dan dirindui masa lalu kerna ia sudah berlalu dan hanya bisa mengganggu. Walaupun dalam mimpi tiadalah ia hanyalah kisah yang telah berlalu.

Begitu juga jangan dirisaukan hari mendatang, kerna ia belum menjelang dan kita hanya mampu merancang. Segalanya hanya impian yang mungkin jadi kenyataan ataupun mimpi yang kecundang.

Hiduplah utk saat ini disamping keluarga tersayang n handai taulan. Kerna inilah kenyataan.

Dan ingatlah, kita hanya musafir yang berkelana di dunia sementara.

Maka, layankn saja.

~ nkc ~

Soulmates ~ 2

 

Kaset lama

Gua baru beli smlm beb, sebab ada kaset lama gua simpan

Nin dia


Alhamdulillah boleh main lg daaa! Full cassette gua nyanyi tahun 1995 tuuu

Baru dengar dua lagu gua stop sebab terlalu nostalgic, n dengar suara sengau daa hahaa


Layan..

matrix @ sheep mentality

                    ~ R u one of them ~

Cara2 nk ode nasi kerabu

 

Saje la khabo caro oghe jerman ngoda nasik kabu tuuu

Set kito tuu!!

Sik kabu baghu yolo bey..

nkc Artwork ~

Sambil2 bermantulan dgn Amka layan mural kt taalim these last few days, n  jg dgn bbrp anak murid masa nk cuti hari tu

Layan..

 

Trump d egomaniac

He wants to rule the world it seems

He is the saviour it seems

His word is final it seems

He decides what’s best for others because he knows everything it seems

He is an arrogant clown who thinks he can dictate the world 

But sigh he is merely a pawn playing his part

In this sick drama starring the zionist and its advocates

Who ultimately will fall n fail in their dark quest 

May Gaza be the graveyard for the infidel armies 

Entilibon

 When Iliya, my eldest girl, told me she was posted to Entilibon, in my mind was,”what? Where is it?” but I managed to congratulate her first, and then only asking where the place was. Congratulating her is a must, because it shows that she has a career, one that she chooses, and on another part, God has placed her in the best place for now, because that’s what I have been asking for, though on the surface it doesn’t seem so.

For those of you who are in the dark as I was initially, Entilibon is a remote village that lies 12km from a small town called Telupid. Telupid is a two hours and thirty minutes’ drive from Sandakan, and roughly four hours from Kota Kinabalu, which implies that it is in Sabah.

That was two weeks or so before the date she was supposed to report for duty on the 20^th January. On the nite of the 18th, we, me and my wife + Iliya, arrived in Sandakan and stayed there for two nites, visiting the Orang Utan and Beruang Matahari Sanctuaries as well as a visit to Agnes Keith House and later at nite to the pasar malam by the seaside, and buying stuffs for Iliya.

ERL Station Salak Tinggi

lunch at Klia

 

Sandakan, we are here!!

Kg Air

Sun bear

Sepilok's  Orang Utan

The next morning, we drove to Kinabatangan, (though we did not get to see the Kinabatangan River), for Iliya to report for duty at the district health office. 

Signing in

It took us slightly more than an hour to get there. We had lunch consisting of nasi kukus ayam berempah @ Sabah version, before continuing our journey straight to Entilibon. The road heading to the interior parts of Sabah was quite okay although there were constructions happening here and there for the Pan Borneo project. Hopefully in a year or two, this road will be completed. The drive was a pleasant one since not much traffic was on the road. Left and right was virgin jungle almost all the way. But palm oil estates were abundant too. I regret for not taking photos. Guess I was so focused on my driving then. Once there, we viewed the room where she would stay so that we would know what to buy in order to set up the room and make it feel a little homely. The room is in a quarters within the clinic’s vicinity. After a while, we went to our rented homestay somewhere in between Telupid and Entilibon.

The homestay looked very minimum at best, but it was clean, had two rooms complete with air conditioner units, a living with a smart tv and a kitchen with freezer and kitchen utensils, and a bathroom. Very practical. 

before

That nite, and the days and nites that followed, we had our meals at Telupid. Telupid is a small town, dusty with potholes here and there. But it has all the basic amenities and shops. There are banks, grocery stores, mamak restaurant that operates 24/7, Tealive, KFC, market, restaurants, bundle stores, hardware shops and the lots. Which means it is adequate to get your supplies in order to live life peacefully and without the hustle and bustle of city life. And the pace of life too is very relaxed. I noticed this when I was driving to and fro Telupid. Everyone drove at a slow and steady speed, as if nothing to worry and to rush for. Not much work was seen during my four nites’ stay there. Probably because the local people lived as farmers, and did odd jobs now and then. By the way, from Entilibon to Telupid is a 12km straight road journey.  And another regret too because no photo’s available.

For Iliya’s room, we painted it just like her room at home, put up new curtain, albeit temporarily, bed, desk and chair, closet and wardrobe table, freezer, a stand-fan. Simply put, the makeover was very obvious. Everything was new. I wanted her to be comfortable, though it can never be compared to home sweet home lah, to have all the basic facilities and stuffs, and not to miss home so much, especially so for these coming couple of weeks or perhaps months, until she really settles down. 

after

After staying in Sabah for six days, it was time to leave for home. With a heavy heart. I felt sad to leave Iliya there, but knowing that Allah knew best, I offered her my prayers and words of encouragement to lift her spirit. Fighting!!

It has been eleven days since she is there. I know she is strong girl, a resilient one, and she can persevere being there. All she needs is to find comfort. Hopefully the basic stuffs prepared for her there can help to ease her days and to keep her company and happy for now. Nevertheless, once she realizes it, her rest and contentment and comfort, are within herself @ in her heart.

Papa will always pray for your well-being and happiness forever. Because you will always be my lil girl.

hope to visit you again, inshaAllah.

And now from afar, I send you my prayer and endless love. 🤍

Ikhlas tapi Jauh

 

Layan..

Akhir Penantian

Menanti mu

Dalam waktu yang tak diajar utk menunggu

Di dalam waktu yang kaku beku

Dalam tenunan waktu yang berlalu

Aku terus menanti mu

Menggenggam mimpi tentang mu

Hingga akhir waktu

~ nkc ~