Troll Pantai Timur - v

d dream

     d dream is only a dream

         so dream on

luv is you

air yang tenang...

find x.

yang benar

Bukankah kita dijadikan

Begini

Agar memahami hidup

Bukan seindah mimpi

Lantaran

Kehendak Tuhan

Adalah ujian

Suka dan duka

Yang bersilih

Adalah penyataan

Nikmat kehidupan

Lalu pasrah

Dan tabah

Kerna itulah benar

Kalau kau sadar..

nk

raya baru ni dll..

Salam.

We are almost at the end of syawal.. kejap je, ek.

Well, it has been a wonderful and meaningful syawal. For me, at least.

Just like ramadhan.

For one, 1^st raya was a day full of happiness. Everyone was at bak’s place, except for akak and her children. Nevertheless, those who were at bak’s had such a great time: catching up with everyone, abundance of mouth-watering dishes, and most of all, to see mak having a great time seeing that all her children and grandchildren plus great grandchildren were there. Well, almost everyone. Bak as usual, reserved his comment to himself, and by afternoon after lunch and zohor, had his nap as usual. Layan..

Personally, it was a wonderful feeling for me to see everyone. Especially ida n kids who came back from new york for a month holiday. Though we didn’t get to talk much I was glad to see her in person again.

My family and I went back to pj a couple of days before raya so that I would get the opportunity to perform the terawih prayer with bak and mak and also layan sahur with them. Which I did get. Malam raya pun was an exciting one, though not all were around, only ida and family turned up plus al and his children, farez and ellis, as well as nazam making a brief appearance.

In the afternoon of first raya, went to mashor’s place at denai alam. It was my first visit there, and what I can say is, his place was very impressive. Minimalist approach. Cost him quite a lot: rm1.2 million je.. ahaks! Well, he deserved it for the effort and patience that he has spent for it, I guess.

The next day kitorang balik lekio dah. Spent third syawal going to in-laws and open houses. By fourth syawal I was away to kebun and sangkar ikan: running away from hiruk pikuk serabut perut cite raya..

Then school reopened, and reluctantly I started teaching again. With the spm trial in mind, I went ahead with my business as usual. By second day of school I was back in my stride. Still, I just failed to understand why the form fives like to miss classes @ school. Memang tak leh harap. Tapi nak buat camne lagi, layan je la dengan sape yg datang sekola..

Then two Fridays ago 1 murid 1 sukan district meets started off with athletic. I was involved since the post of sports secretary required me to keep track and oversee how things were. Alhamdulillah the athletes did the school proud, winning a few medals.. this Tuesday futsal will be on, and yours truly will be involved again.

In between the sports activities, I had to attend a two-day course. I considered it as a getaway from school work. Had it on Wednesday and Thursday, and on Friday, I took the day off to spend time in kebun jawang: membaja. On the way back stopped at sangkar ikan to clear the debris as well as taking a dip in the cool refreshing river as well as to catch tilapia to bring back to pj.

bak n mak + khan's siblings

We were supposed to have a tahlil and doa selamat on Saturday. The thought was to have all the siblings back home in pj, with bak and mak since the last time we got together was like a few years back. And alhamdulillah everyone: me, ida, nazam, al, ajib, akak and abang,  turned up yesterday, plus kak azizah, kak asiah, kamal, kak lin, farhan and shikin, nashra and ridzuan, mas, fahim and jana, ida’s children + my wife and children too. I brought laksa johor and tepung pelita which everyone complimented, especially the laksa. Alhamdulillah. Akak brought pulut kuning and rendang ayam, kak azizah bought 4 large domino’s pizzas, and ano prepared chocolate cake though she was away in singapore. We took pictures with bak and mak. And I was sure everyone had a wonderful time. At night after dinner consisting of tilapia goreng together with sambal belacan kedondong and ikan masin,  jamming dengan al and ajib, playing songs of yesteryears, songs from rumah kedai dulu.. begitu nostalgic, gua cakap lu..

Then, by midnite semua orang made a move home. Except for me and my family who stayed overnite at pj, together dengan akak and her children. Felt sad to part ways. But life had to go on, kan..

I was very thankful and I still am, for the moments to be together again, like dolu dolu.. ; )

And tonite ida is going back to new york after 35days back home in pj. Guess she’s already boarded the airplane by now coz her flight was to be at half past eight. Hope she’ll have a safe journey.

And I am now back home.

Thank You God for the moments.

I just can’t thank You enough.

May You grant us another opportunity like this again.

insyaAllah.

just do not cause trouble for me..

Do you realise what you have said?

Do you really mean it?

The way I perceive it, as if all this while I’ve been causing trouble for you.

Aduss!

pj – lekio 3pm today

hatred n love

If hatred knocks at your door,
Greet it with a smile,
But tell it it has come too late,
For love is already having tea inside.

seluruh Mu

birthday

away..

"There are 
some feelings
you will never
find words for; 

at night..

r u?

knocking on heaven's door

ingatan untuk guala!

"RENUNGAN MASA TUA"

1. Sisα hίdυρ semakin pendek:
» yg boleh kita makan, makanlah;
» yg boleh kita pakai, pakailah;
» yg Ingin kita beli, belilah;
» kalau masih mampu memberi, berilah;
» masih mampu berbagi, berbagilah.

Kerana semua yg ada tidak boleh kita bawa ke kubur. Jangan khuatir dgn ahli waris, Allah yg akan mengatur rezeki selagi mereka berusaha.
Nikmatilah hίdυρ ini dgn pasangan kita selagi masih ada.

2. Sehari berlalu, umur berkurang sehari. Bila kita lewati hari ini dgn berbahagia, kita sangat beruntung, berbuat baiklah & selalu mengucap syukur, kerana kita tdk tahu bila kita akan dipanggil 'pergi'.

3. Waktu cepat berlalu, hidup itu sangat singkat dan susah. Dalam sekejap kita memasuki masa tua, itu PASTI !

4. Bila membandingkan ke atas, kita akan selalu merasa kurang; membandingkan ke bawah, kita merasa lebih; bila kita mampu merasa cukup dan mensyukuri apa yang kita punya, kita pasti bahagia.
Bersyukurlah dengan apa yg kita ada. Manfaatkan ia sebaiknya.

5. Harta, kekayaan, pangkat, kedudukan, kehormatan --- semua itu hanyalah sementara, hanya pinjaman.
Yang terbaik dan terpenting adalah Perilaku Yg Baik, sentiasa membantu orang, tidak berbuat hal2 tercela, mengawal  diri.
Jangan menyakiti hati orang lain kerana karma itu ada...
dan yang terpenting melatih diri agar selalu sihat zahir dan batin.
Ini kerana KESIHATAN adalah KEKAYAAN kita dan modal utama menikmati kebahagiaan hίdυρ ini.

6. Kasih ibubapa  kepada anak2 tidak ada batasnya !!!.
Kasih anak2 terhadap ibubapa jelas batasnya.
Sedarlah! tatkala  anak sakit, hati ibubapa  terhiris;
tapi tatkala ibubapa sakit, anak cuma menengok dan bertanya2 ala kadar...
Anak2 memakai wang orang tua sudah seperti keharusan, tetapi orang tua memakai wang anak semacam pasti tidak berlaku!!!
Oleh itu CUKUPILAH diri sendiri dan berikanlah pada anak seBIJAKSANA mungkin.

7. Rumah ibubapa  adalah rumah anak, tetapi rumah anak belum tentu jadi rumah ibubapanya. Ibubapa selalu memberikan anak2 tanpa batas...  tetapi tidak semua anak akan berbakti kepada ibubapa mereka.

"SELAMAT BERBAHAGIA PADA MASA TUA"

haiku

telling myself

em'em..

minta sesaat lagi, - #puisi tepi jalan

Tuhan,
minta sesaat lagi,
kerana seluruh nafas,
selama hidup,
telah tertumpah dan terbazir.

kubur..

Picasso

never too late..

Troll Pantai Timur - iv

the perfect title - peanuts

“Berapa Tuhan orang Hindu?”

Memandangkan rakan-rakan yang bertanya adalah Melayu-Islam, maka saya akan berusaha menggunakan sudut Islam untuk membantu menjawab kemusykilan mereka. Secara paling asas, saya akan nyatakan hakikat bahawa agama Hindu diakui sebagai agama tauhid yang pertama di dunia.

Jawapan itu sepatutnya sudah cukup untuk menjawab pertanyaan berkaitan "berapa Tuhan" tetapi selalu juga rakan-rakan kurang faham - entah tidak faham makna "tauhid" dalam konteks agama atau jawapan saya terlalu ringkas dan sukar dicerna.

Maka, biasanya saya akan menjelaskan bahawa makna "tauhid" yang saya maksudkan adalah sama seperti dalam ajaran agama Islam. Saya akan nyatakan konsep "Eka Aneka" yang juga biasanya membuatkan orang terkebil-kebil.

Eka Aneka, Asmaul Husna

Sesungguhnya "Eka Aneka" adalah istilah Sanskrit tetapi sudah diserap masuk dalam Bahasa Malaysia. "Eka" bermakna "satu" atau "tunggal" - atau selalu disebut sebagai "Esa" dalam konteks Islam. Maka, dalam agama Hindu - agama tertua di dunia - Tuhan adalah Eka/Satu/Tunggal.

Istilah "Aneka" pula difahami dalam konteks Bahasa Malaysia sebagai "pelbagai" (dari Bahasa Tamil!) atau "bermacam-macam". Tuhan yang berciri "Eka" (Tunggal/Satu/Esa) juga bersifat "Aneka" iaitu dikenali dengan pelbagai nama mengikut sifat-Nya.

Maknanya, walaupun dikenali dengan pelbagai nama yang berbeza, Tuhan dalam agama Hindu tetap Esa. Mana-mana pihak atau individu yang mengatakan sebaliknya ternyata bukan bercakap mengenai agama Hindu. Sebaliknya mungkin bercakap mengenai suatu ajaran sesat yang dia sendiri cipta bagi menduakan Tuhan.

Berhala Dewa Ganesha dalam pelbagai rupa dan bentuk sangat terkenal di Bali. 12 Ogos, 2013. -

- See more at: http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/opinion/uthaya-sankar/article/berapa-tuhan-orang-hindu#sthash.RYWtytZQ.dpuf

Allah

search of God

"Ye who in search of God, of God, pursue, 
Ye need not search for God is you, is you! 
Why seek ye something that was missing ne'er? 
Save you none is, but you are--where, oh, where?"