happy day @ sad day

salam.
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kelmarin hari sabtu seperti dirancang, gua berjaya menghabiskan marking answer script english language spm paper 2.. alhamdulillah! kiranya sabtu macam2 keje jugak success. pagi tu mesin rumput, pas lunch menanda skrip. petang basuh kete. malam pas maghrib pulun lagi tanda skrip dan akhirnya by 10pm, completed everything... peh! lega rasanya. jadi malam tu dapatlah gua enjoy movie 'bourne identity' kalau tak silap la, dengan kepala yang lapang..
the next day, semalam la, ahad pagi, bawak missus and the children for a swim and picnic at teluk batik. janji dengan anak2 nak bawak diorang mandi laut sejak disember lagi tapi tak berkesempatan. akhirnya semalam tertunai la janji. pukul 8suku sampai 9steng anak2 semenya termasuk yours truly berendam dalam laut, buat sandcastle, kutip seashells, makan sandwiches n minum teh.. lepas shower dan tukar baju, bawak diorang pegi breakfast kat old town white coffee pulak.. the rest of the day bermalas2an je selepas lama tak dan nak buat gitu..
pagi ni seme orang ikut gua pegi bagan datoh sebab iliya @ kak long, my eldest daughter, mendaftar diri sebagai pelajar di sekolah menengah sains bagan datoh. fizikal sekolah tu dan kemudahan yang ada memang racun, sebab baru buka mei lalu.. dari pukul 10 hingga la pukul 4 petang tadi, dok melayankan dia. ye la, borang yang nak dilengkapkan je tak kurang 12 helai tak termasuk salinan, pastu nak beratur bayar yuran dan ambik kunci locker, ambik barang2 kat koperasi, tolong dia simpan barang2 kat locker dia..
akhirnya, pukul 4, after hugs n kisses, and tears rolling down the cheeks, we said our goodbyes. personally i felt really sad to leave her, and i miss her right now, coz i love her so much, but it's for her own good, sebenarnya.. kalau boleh gua nak tengok anak2 gua keliling gua setiap hari, especially petang2 bila lepak kat luar rumah ramai2, tengok diorang main2, minum sama2, pastu time dinner makan sama2.. tapi malam ni dah tak cukup korum.. hmm.. : (
life has to go on. i hope she is okay over there. i hope they keep her occupied so that she won't be feeling homesick. i hope she remains steadfast and strong, and insyaAllah becomes a better person, zahir n batin.
i know that i love and adore my children so much, more than words can ever explain. and now that iliya is not here with me, it makes me think of her a great deal. bak kata orang putih, absence makes the heart grow fonder. tu la dia! as at this moment, she's in my thot n prayer..
wishing for sunday to arrive soon so that we'll get to meet again.. insyaAllah.