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Tuesday, September 11, 2012

eksistensi manusia

Berkatalah Syekh Siti Jenar: “ Sunan Bonang, anda undang saya untuk datang ke Demak. Saya enggan untuk datang ke sana. Sebab saya merasa tidak dibawah atau diperintah oleh siapa pun, kecuali diri saya. Perintah Pribadi yang saya ikuti, dan selain itu tak ada saya patuhi perintahnya.”

“Bukankah kita ini sesama mayat? Mengapa seseorang memerintah orang lain? Manusia itu sama antara satu sama yang lain. Sama-sama tidak mengetahui siapa Hyang Sukma itu. Yang disembah itu hanya nama Nya. Meski demikian, dia bersikap sombong dan merasa berkuasa memerintah sesame bangkai.”

(Dikutip dari Pupuh Asmarandana (7): 51-52)

gua kata kat guala!

udah!

melayan duniawi

esuk

lusa

dah nak pergi..

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Sunday, September 9, 2012

of today..

at 6plus was awake for subuh.. after bath at 8 went for breakfast with the family.. masa keluar rumah tu, my missus took a look at the pelam epal tree planted across the road. Tengok2, buah mangga epal sebanyak 7 biji, buah sulung la kiranya, dah ghaib! Adoyai! Memang terbako, gua cakap lu! Siap sumpah seranah kt sape yang ngambilnya.. bio dia sakit perut cirit birit ke apa ke, janji dia sedar sikit.. memang kurang ajar! Kalau nk, mintak le.. dan kalau curi pun, tinggal le sebiji dua. Ni tidak, rapat dibaginya! Kita jenuh la tunggu buah tu besar 2,3 bulan ni.. tinggal lagi seminggu dua nak petik, ada kutu berahak buat giler ciluk dulu! Macam cilaka!

mangga by ajailani

nevertheless, we still headed to dollah’s for breakfast consisting of the standard: nasi lemak, roti bakar, telur setengah masak and the tarik.. balik tu mesin rumput kt tepi jalan. While doing so, pondered about the mangga epal incident. Gua mintak pada Nya agar gua tak buat keje bangang macam gitu, dan semuga mamat yang ciluk epal tu diberi petunjuk, dan gua pun meredhai apa yang telah terlepas itu..

sambil mesin rumput pagi ni, gua pakai la raincoat untuk elakkan rumput2 basah melekat pada pakaian.. konon2nya tindakan inovatif la.. rumput yg dimesin basah2 embun ni kalau melekat kt pakaian jenuh nk tanggal.. jadi, mulanya semua ok, berjalan lancar, hanya gua terasa agak panas, berkuap la senang cite.. sementara nk habis mesin rumput tu, gua terasa panas macam nak pitam. Sebaik je habis mesin, gua pun tanggalkan raincoat tu, dan gua tengok t-shirt dan track bottom basah lenjun, sial! Rupa2nya gua umpama duduk dalam sauna tadi.. patut la berkuap. memang bengong betul.. sabooo je..

Grass Cutter by rmcd42

after 2^nd shower for the day, went to ashiri’s daughter wedding. Otw back, singgah at tajul’s open house. Dh kenyang dh sebenonya makan kt rumah ashiri, tapi the rojak and tepung pelita were too tempting to resist. And true to my thought, the tepung pelita memang cukup serba serbinya, cukup lemak cukup lembut cukup manis. To sum up, terbaek! Balik tu, after zohor, was supposed to go to kg gajah. While waiting, watched tamil movie ‘kakka kakka’. Memang layan, gua cakap lu, better than most Hindustani movie la.. at 4, tengah2 stim layan cite tu, my ex student, leftenan faiz, came, and we left for kg gajah. Stopped to see abil at maahad sat to pass him his stuff. Just like yesterday, it was past 7 before I finally reached home. Now, after dinner, after fetching the kids from ngaji, it’s time to prepare for bed. Letih bebeno rasenya.. esok skolah, daaa! Aagh!

In Full Bloom

of yesterday..

Of yesterday..

It was a Saturday replacement class for the raya holiday we had. I hated it, to be frank, but what to do, kan.. layan je la. The rain was pouring from dawn till 9. Guess that made the situation of being at school bearable, in term of weather la.. While in 4 kenanga, had a jamming session to kill the time. Lama tak main gitar, rusty, beb! no lesson because it’s the school’s raya celebration. Nothing special: food consisted of nasi empet, roti jala, kari ayam, rendang, soto, fruit.. there were presentations by students while the crowd enjoyed the food..

After zohor went to rumah abang usop, my missus’ cousin. Wedding adah. Abg usop passed away late last year, so we were there to make sure the family would remain close-knit. At 3 went to mandah with abg tahir, tengok tanah dan ikan sangkar. Abg tahir was interested to acquire a piece of land for fizi, his son, while I was more towards the ikan sangkar projek.. tenguk ikan beribu2 tengah tawaf dalam sangkar memang teruja.. dekat maghrib baru la sampai rumah. Tua, beb!

Good Morning Teluk Bayu by jeebsion_x

At night missus pulak got extra class at school, sent n fetch her, and in between, layan lisa, arief and nia.. had dinner with the kids. At 11 went to gaban’s. jamming session with the cincirat! Lama tak jamming, 2 months ago was the last time. Main gitar mula2 rusty, pastu okay pulak.. suara pulak mula2 nafas tak cukup, pastu okay pulak. Tapi lepas-lepas tu, habis suara dibuatnya. Maklum je la kalau dh jamming almost 25 songs.. gaban was on the drum, I was the guitarist cum singer. Peoih and khairul were the faithful fans, sambil2 prepare joints after joints. memang layan.. at one part tu gaban mintak lagu jamal, gua pun cakap kt dia main lagu, ‘tak sudi memandang tidak mengapa..’ gitu2 la, tapi gaban cakap lagu tu tak best. Habis tu, gua pun tanya la kt dia, lagu apa best, dia pun cakap lagu ni, dan dia nyanyi dengan muka cerennya, ‘tak sudi memandang tidak mengapa…’ pulak! Lagu yang sama tu, beb! Suka hati dia je.. Gua gelak sampai tak tahan, terpaksa take five, gua cakap lu.. by 1 am the session was over, and after a fag, we called it a night.. layan tv sat before dozing off at 2.

Maen gitar img by mgitar