Ode To Bak

Have u found what you were seeking

After three years of Mak's passing

 

Ne'er once you mentioned of her

Not her name

And not even how we called her

Though u visited her once at d grave with me in d morning rain

 

You shed tears for her passing publicly then

And that was the only time you showed your heart's content

But In your private moments, countless memories must have crossed your mind

And how it pained your heart

Longing for her

 

I will never know how badly you missed her

Coz of

How well you bottled up your emotions

But for sure I know how much you loved her

And how painfully difficult for you to live without her

 

And now I hope you’ve found your solace

And Mak will be waiting for you at the place

And your pain will be erased

With God's love n grace

 

I'll miss u

I surely do

Like I've missed you before

But this time

It's forevermore

 

nkc

 

my beloved Bak passed away in my arms at 12.50am 13th nov 2020