anak2 gue!

arief

nabil

nia

iliya

lisa

yang gue sayangi,
anak2 gue!
semuga dipermudahkanNya dunia akhirat.

se malam di Gua Musang

Finally I was back in Gua Musang.

Just for a night, like the title above states.

On Saturday  morning, my family and I left for Perasu at 10 past 8. It was a pleasant morning, not too sunny and not too cloudy. When we reached Blue Valley, the weather was cold and there was a thick mist evolving. I stopped the car to go to the loo and so did everyone else.

 

By zohor we were at Ku’s place. Only Ku Kak Pah and Kak Nik were around. But abe ku did turn up later that night.

After nyembang2 with Ku, we went to Limau Kasturi. I took everyone to see Mok Su Piah, who now couldn’t walk without assist. She gave us a jar of tempoyak, bananas as well. Then we went to see Mat Chok’s  mum, who as always would cry before I leave. Got to meet Nordin for a while.

On the way to see Mat Chok at Pak Muda’s, stopped by at Fnd Che Man’s. Mat Chok treated everyone to Teh Separuh.. Layan.. ayahanda @  brahim gave me petai to takeaway. We were there too short a time even though I wanted to spend the night actually. But I had promised Ku to stay at his place.

 When we got back to Perasu, I took the children for a dip at the lata @ stream nearby. We went there by Ku’s pickup. On the way home, it rained. The children were so cold but I guess they enjoyed the excursion.

That night I found difficulty to sleep. After dawn did I manage to catch some sleep. After having nasi kerabu for breakfast, and Kak Pah packing for us ikan pekasam and buah salak, we left for home.

Again, we stopped at Blue Valley to soak in the atmosphere. We took photos, had ice-cream, bought chocolate, and my wife bought some vegetables.

All in all, I was glad that the children enjoyed the brief outing. Though it may not be enough to compensate the sadness of not going to Sarawak, I sincerely hope it was another memorable outing for everyone.

I didnt get to see Zakiah nor Tie, but there'll come another time, insyaAllah.

another superb save!

cuti ni..

Cuti sekolah dah hampir ke penghujungnya, da! Aduss..

Masa awal cuti hari tu gua bz jaga exam SPM. Sampai awal Disember. Layan la jugak.. tapi yang tak seronoknya bila terkenangkan fatin yg  meninggal tu. Dh sampai janji, kan..

Celah-celah tu sempat la jugak ke kebun selabak mandah sg tiram dan kg gajah.. takde la buat apa sangat, sekadar  melawat kawasan je.. peh! Gaya ayat macam pengurus ladang aje, ek..

                                 Kebun sg tiram yang dulunya gua tanam kelapa pandan akhirnya gua sulam dengan anak sawit. Senang cite, habis cite, kan.. kelapa pandan tu jenuh jugak dijaga, gua cakap lu.. mana lagi kumbang, babi, lembu.. konklusinya gua tewas la.. dh tiga tahun, beb!  Jenuh sulam,  mati aje.. tapi ada lagi 45 pokok kelapa pandan yang tinggal. Idak le dibuang semenya..  nak jugak  merasa kelapa pandan tu.

 

Tiap2  minggu jugak mesti ke sangkar.  Meninjau, bagi ikan makan, pasang netting pellet, ikat tong, dan semalam seharian betulkan pago dan titi ke sangkar. Hujan hari tu banjir, beb,  terangkat sangkar.. terus senget bila air surut sebab terlekat kat tebing. Nak tak nak, paggil backhoe tanam besi @ galvanized iron sebagai penahan.. tu yang backhoe masuk sampai ke tebing, langgar habis pagar sedia ada, pokok nyiur, dan segala bagai.. iyekan aje le..

Selebihnya dok melepak rumah je.. cuti ni kira ada baik jugak sebab boleh bangun awal dan pastu bawak bertenang je.. takde nak rushing2..  malam je tido awal.. tu yag pakcik heran tu! Kiranya macam cover time sekolah dulu yang asyik tido lambat je..

Weekend je kenduri kawin.  tak payah masak la time weekend ni, kan.. : )

Kalau tak ke kebun atau sangkar, gua mesti layan pokok2 yang ada sekeliling  rumah. Pas lunch je layan cd yang nak tenguk dulu tapi tak dan..layan.. pastu lena lagi.. ahak!

Dua kali jugak dan balik pj. Awal cuti hari tu dan tengah bulan baru ni.. anak2 seme stay rumah tok bak dan tok mak diorang, tapi gua dan missus pegi Sarawak, gua cakap lu! Sebenonya nak bawak anak2 jugak tapi  MAS buat palat pulak! Nanti la gua story lain kalau ada kesempatan..

 Anak2 pegi national  museum, shah alam library, book access kat amcorp mall, tenguk wayang cite Frozen kat D’ Curve, swimming, seme tu atas ehsan uncle al dia. Celah2 tu pegi  makan kt   McD, KFC, AnW, dan kt rumah tok diorang jangan cite la, makan aje. Dekat se minggu jugak la diorang dok situ. Paling lama dalam sejarah hidup diorang gua rasa..

 

Gua pulak dengan  missus pegi Kg Budaya, pantai Damai, Fort Margherita, Gunung Santubong, Bako National Park, Muzium Sarawak, Kg Boyan pekena  mi  kolok, teh tiga lapis, dinner kat Satok, layan river cruise, jalan2 waterfront, Chinatown, shopping2.. kiranya  memang  meriah la bila dikenang2kan.. still,  my heart was with d children..


sebelum tu ada jugak ke KKB kenduri Farhan. though it was a modest affair i thoroughly enjoyed  myself. abang kak ezza  mak rubi  me n family  made up the crowd from our side of d family.

oh, i  managed to finish reading two novels. one was Life of Pi which i started  months ago. then i stopped before continuing reading and finishing it while invigilating the spm. pastu  dok usha2 dalam cabinet jumpa buku House Rules by Jodi Picoult. ida bought for me two birthdays ago rupa2nya. and this one i finished off within a week @ five readings kot..citenya  @ approach d author uses is different; writing from each individual perspective. ok jugak tu..
 

Hari ni pulak birthday missus, takde la buat apa2 special sangat pun, hanya pagi tadi sesudah subuh gua dah prepare breakfast, goreng sausage dan prepare bread n butter n jam je. Tengahari bako ayam dan missus buat spaghetti .

The previous day, kak long baked brownies. Kiranya  mewah la tu.. oleh kerana birthday Arief falls on d 1^st Jan, dan time tu  mesti busy nganto abil dan iliya balik asrama, jadi kiranya celebrate sekali la tadi tu.  Mungkin esuk ke Domino’s belanja diorang  pizza pulak. Arief nak ikan laga je untuk hadiah harijadi dia.. nak letak kt bilik, katanya. insyaAllah esuk lusa b4 d 1^st Jan, papa dia belikan..

Ni tinggal seminggu je saki baki cuti. Gua terkenang jugak nak ke Limau Kasturi dan Perasu. Tempat jatuh lagi dikenang, kan.. nak jumpa Ku n family, Mat Chok , ayahanda, fnd che man dll, pekena teh separuh, lepak tepi jalan keretapi dan melihat kembali sungai Nenggiri, dan jika berkesempatan boleh  menyusuri dan mandi2 seperti dulu, lebih 20 tahun yang lalu.. tenguk la esuk lusa apa cite, kan.. tie pun cakap dia nk datang kalau gua ke sana. Boleh jumpa, ekk..

To sum up, kejapnya cuti..       ;(

Layan..

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ciluk dr PJ Blogspot

dalam senyum ada Tuhan

dan dalam senyum
aku melihat Tuhan

nkc

mati-iii

Salam.

Kelmarin kaum gua si mashor text gua cite pasal mati.

Lately dia teringat pasal mati je. Dua tiga hari kebelakangan ni lagi la menjadi-jadi.

Apatah lagi pak mahmud urus setia almas baru je meninggal m inggu lepas.

Jumpa orang je asyik2 cite pasal mati. Pastu kt jantung dia terasa sengal.. senang cite takleh nak describe la.. ada satu hari tu solat terus breakdown, beb. Aduss!

Pastu dia tanya la gua, ada ke gua pernah ini macam?

Yang gua boleh kongsi dengan lu: iye, hari2 sekarang ni ingat mati je.. dunya layan macaam biasa, tapi teringat tu memang tak boleh nafi. Kena pulak kalau dok sorang2, dan memang pun gua suka dok sorang2..kadang2 kalu nyembang dengan kaum pun mesti kona2 sampai kt mati tu jugak..

Ye la, nak cite apalagi, kan.. dunia tak berkesudahan, beb. Baik cite kepulangan yang sudah pasti. Hanya janji je belum mari.. ahak!

Sekali2 terkenang mau seriau, beb.

Layan..

mati-ii

Kalau takde naik turun pasang surut dalam hidup,

tu maknanya lu dah mati la, beb!

mati

kematian itu adalah meninggalkan

 segala yang bukan kita.

belief in God

“I believe in God, but not as one thing, not as an old man in the sky. I believe that what people call God is something in all of us. I believe that what Jesus and Mohammed and Buddha and all the rest said was right. It's just that the translations have gone wrong.”
― John Lennon

across the universe

“Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me."

dunya=punishment

the gun will always point at you!

No matter what angle you look at this picture, the gun will always point at you.

Hasbi Rabbi

Hasbi Rabbi Jallallah, Ma Fi Qalbi Ghayrullah Nur Muhammad Salallah

Cukuplah Tuhan bagiku Allah Maha Agung, tiada Tuhan dalam hatiku kecuali Allah

solat berbahasa jawa

Ada semacam golongan Islam yang shalat, walaupun tetap lima waktu dan tujuh belas reka’at, sehari semalam, tetapi mengucapkan melalui bahasa Jawa, umpama begitu apa orang tadi bisa diterima dengan Allah?.

Al-Qur’an surat Al-Hadid : 6;

“Dialah yang memasukkan malam ke dalam siang dan memasukkan siang ke dalam malam. Dan Dia Maha Mengetahui segala isi hati.”

Jadi menurut Dalil itu, bahwa Allah tidak pernah membeda-bedakan bahasa, yang penting tujuannya, karena semua ciptaannya atau bahasa itu untuk mengutarakan angan-angan (maksud). Sewaktu bahasa Arab belum ada, apa Allah bersabda melalui bahasa Arab ?, pasti menurut bahasa orang yang diberi wahyu, karena yang penting terhadap mereka bukan bahasanya tetapi hatinya.


Sumber buku Wedaran Wirid I, Ki R.S. Yoedi Parto Yoewono. Surabaja : Djojobojo, 1962-64.

alangalangkumitir

Sack Moyes!

Sack Moyes!

That’s what I’d do, if I could la..

The way Man Utd are playing at the moment, or so far this season, is well below their true abilities.

Being Champions of the last season EPL, they are a pale shadow of their former self. Overall they still have the same batch of players they had last season. So, where’s the problem? Some argue that the midfield department is not as aggressive or fearsome as it used to be. Fine, I’d agree with that, but except for Paul Scholes, the rest of last season’s midfielders are still there. Then it must be the manager’s fault, don’t you think so?

Moyes’ defence for his team poor performance is that the team is in a transition period. From good to bad?

To Moyes’ apologists, Moyes is till new in the Man Utd boardroom and club, and as such, he should be given space to adapt himself.  But to lose two consecutive games at home is too much, I’m afraid.

He inherited a team of Champions, for God’s sake. By right, not only United shouldn’t be losing those games, they should be somewhere near the top of the table. Top three at least.

He doesn’t get his tactic right most of the time, and to make things worse, he doesn’t utilize his players’ potentials and true abilities. He is getting it all wrong. I disagree a lot with his system because it’s just not United to me.

Nevertheless, I’m not that mean to send Moyes to the chopping block straight away. Giving him the benefit of doubt, I hope he would be able to make me take back my word.

Prove me wrong, bro! 

d Congregates

 D congregates - minus Jan Di n Guala!

  (pas mgrb td.. layan..)

merindu

bebola mantul!

Seven Wonders of The World

Salam.

A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present ‘seven wonders of the world’.

Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes;

1.       Egypt’s Great Pyramids

2.     Taj Mahal

3.     Grand Canyon

4.     Panama Canal

5.     Empire State Building

6.     St Peter’s Basilica

7.     China’s Great Wall

While gathering the notes, the teacher noted that one student had not finished her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, “I couldn’t quite make up my mind because there were so many.”

The teacher said, “Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help.” The girl hesitated, then read, “I think the seven wonders of the world are:

1.       To see

2.     To hear

3.     To touch

4.     To taste

5.     To feel

6.     To laugh

7.     To love

The room was quiet you could hear a pin drop.

These are free gifts from Allah SWT we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted. If you wake up each day and have all these then you have all the wonders of the world. If wealth is the secret to happiness, then the rich should be dancing on the streets. But only poor kids do that.

If power ensures security, the top people should walk unguarded. But people who live on roadside feel more secure.

If beauty brings ideal relationships, then celebrities should have been best marriages. But they have one of the worst relationships.

That’s why..

Live simply,

Walk humbly,

Love genuinely.

Every extra day given to us by Allah is actually a reminder of how close we are to the grave.

Why not use these gifts to say Alhamdulillah and glorify Allah.

May Allah give us the heart that appreciates His mercy on us.

-Ciluxbahan-